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Jun. 7th, 2004 @ 06:22 am
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i haven't updated this one in a while....
updating for the sake of updating. |
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Jan. 22nd, 2004 @ 09:57 am
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wow...haven't updated this journal in a while.
thought i'd do so just to say i did. |
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Dec. 18th, 2003 @ 01:26 pm
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yay. only 1:26 in the afternoon and it's seventh period. awesome. i love this day.
i also love my christmas gift from amy. the afi gear is awesome. two buttons, a patch, and a sticker. it's all awesome. i hope she likes the Thursday CD...
speaking of which i love Five Stories Falling. it's so amazing...
i'm mentally lost today. i keep thinking it's friday. then i realize that it's thursday. and whatever. i just think that i'm in love...
i don't know why. i'm just always thinking about her now... |
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Dec. 17th, 2003 @ 08:10 pm
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it's so awesome. i love border's. the atmosphere is just amazing. and the fact that i always see people i know is great. plus this is the second time that i've met someone new when wearing or buying something that is for a band. Gotta love Thursday. i met this guy who went to the show with coheed and then again saw coheed not too long ago. cool guy...
and now i'm happy since i have the five stories falling EP. it's amazing. i love it. now all i need is waiting and i'm content with my thursday collection...
i don't really know what else to say...Current Music: Understanding In A Car Crash (Live) / Thursday / Five Stories Falling |
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Dec. 16th, 2003 @ 07:23 pm
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go me. all homework is done. not doing anything else for the rest of the night except downloading songs and talking to people. wow, i'm lazy...
it seems that i would most likely vote for howard dean in the next election. i guess i'm okay with that...
i seriously have no idea where i'm going with my goals anymore...and i just decided what i was going to do yesterday. and now i'm angered because of my jackass dad. way to go...Current Music: Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings) (Demo) / AFI / Sing The Sorrow |
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today's been good. my reports done, handed in, and the majority of my homework for the night is complete. thank the lord. this has been a long few days and now i can focus on what's important...like music...
i'm really looking forward to break. especially this weekend. friday is the basketball game that i'm going to. saturday i'm taking robby and matt to go get the shirts. sunday is most likely pool. i have this list in my mind of all the people i want to spend time with over the break since i haven't spent time with them in so long...you can guess who's on it.
i don't want to do anything tonight. it seems like such a waste for me to even try to do anything tonight. i deserve a night out. now. so if anyone wants to do something, i'm sure i can get out tonight. i'm thinking some DQ for once...
no more rambling. just more bleeding...
Dec. 16th, 2003 @ 01:59 pm
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thankfully i have finished my essay...and it's bad. it's horrible. but i don't care anymore. the majority of the class' will be horrible.
i have no idea now how i want to go about with my plan...it's all gone to hell now. this is totally new territory for me...but hopefully some good will come out of this.
yay for hair cuts tomorrow. my mom's going to trim the back and sides a bit so it's not as long as it is. and so it's long in the front. it's going to look hot. i swear. if not then someone can slit my throat.
i'm a strange kid. my dad just walked downstairs and her i am acting like a dumbfuck. don't ask. i'm done. out. dead tired. comatose. need sleep. bad. or maybe i might die. or something like that. or whatever. ignore the cuts on my arm. please do. they don't matter. nor would anyone notice anyway. okay. enough rambling. i'm out.
Dec. 15th, 2003 @ 11:11 pm
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just saw this:
January: The Trio goes into the studio with One Man Army to record tracks for their upcoming BYO split. While in the studio they'll be recording a new track for an upcoming Fat Wreck compilation.
February: The band heads to Australia to support Thrice and Hot Water Music.
March: A tour with NOFX for the previously announced Rock Against Bush cause.
May/June: The Trio heads into the studio to record a new full length.
While there has been rumors of the band playing this year's Warped Tour, nothing has been confirmed or announced yet.
Dec. 15th, 2003 @ 10:10 pm
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it sucked tonight. so bad. it was awful. thank god i left early...
and since i took my time driving home, i had a chance to think. and i know what i'm going to pursue, and i know how i'm going to gain it.
and that's all for tonight...
Dec. 15th, 2003 @ 09:57 pm
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oh man. i haven't spent any of the time i needed to work on my lit project. and i should be working on it now but instead i'm updating my journal bitching about how i won't have enough time to finish it. oh sweet jesus...i'm boned...
the concert tonight is going to suck. at least i'm going to punk out my tuxedo a bit...
and now i'm going to fake working. again.
thanks to amy for the kick ass thursday poster.
oh, and to clarify, that isn't richie in any of those pictures...those are me in my lj pic.
Dec. 15th, 2003 @ 02:23 pm
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i've done nothing for my lit project since about 5. this sucks. so much work to get completed tomorrow along with the concert tomorrow. and the concert is going to suck tomorrow. i don't want to go. i don't want to play. i'm thinking that i'm going to take my notebook with me into the bleachers when i'm not playing and write some of my lit project. all depends on how much i get completed tomorrow during school. which might be nothing at all. but who knows. i have a class where i do nothing but go on the internet, but i can work on the project then. and i can write some during lit. and maybe do some at lunch. oh hell...this is awful...
i'm content with my choice of music now. it seems as if i'm listening to a lot more punk these days. which is good. more punk means happy brad. happy brad means shit to anyone else, but happy brad is a good thing.
i've decided to wear my torn up, gone to shit chucks tomorrow for the concert. piss off valkema. plus, i haven't worn chucks in so long, so it'll be a nice little treat for my feet. cute, i rhymed...
it's amazing how fast you can ignore what was plaguing you a week ago. i've been lost in this storm over what i want to strive for...and i've decided to say fuck it all for the most part.
and another decision...i'm not going to the murder by death show on the 21st. i'd much rather go to the indecisives....
and i'm thinking pool on friday as a end of school treat. who's up for that?
Dec. 14th, 2003 @ 10:50 pm
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so yea...catching saddam doesn't give me the justification for the war. never will. i'm not going deeper into this since i've already done so many times in the past few hours...
i'm so sick and tired of reading these criticisms of Huck Finn. i'm sick of reading about how Huck is very feminine, how Huck is meant to be a girl, how Huck had a homosexual relationship with Jim...it's too much. i'm just now getting the annotation finished, and then i'm just going to get the arguments organized so i can have at least half of the project done.
it finally snowed. the snow makes me a little bit more content. it reminds me that winter is almost here and that there isn't much more school left before a break. it also brings me nostalgia from the younger years of my life. how i wish to go outside and play in the snow and just escape all the stress and rush of life as it is. just five minutes would bring me bliss for the rest of the day...
Dec. 14th, 2003 @ 12:09 pm
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i'm giving up writing. no point in doing it anymore. if the only way for people to experience what i write is only by reading...then it's fucking worthless. i want to sing. badly. that's the whole purpose of writing lyrics. i began writing back in seventh grade, i had the intent then, and i've been doing so since. but it's not worth it anymore. no one wants me in a band. no one has ever come towards me with a serious offer. and no one ever will. so long, writing, it's been fun...
Dec. 13th, 2003 @ 12:26 pm
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i honestly have no idea why i'm listening to this song. or this CD. brody is a whore. tim didn't even need her in the first place. just using people of better status to move up the social ladder. what's funny though is that both tim and brody have written songs about their break-up, and you can listen to the songs and get the story. kinda like Seventy Times 7 and There's No 'I' In Team. something i just noticed about the CD is that every song has the same beat and same chords. wow...that's fucking talent!
so the show last night was fucking amazing. got in for free, as usual. i'm so fucking happy that i can do that. wasted some time, went to 7-11 for some coke. went to mcdonald's to get some hot chocolate. wasted some time. rocked out to no one's listening. sang blitzkreg bop with them. too bad i didn't sound good. maybe in a few days i'll sound better...i just wish i had a band to sing with. i had fun tonight, which is good. now i won't be able to go out for the rest of the weekend because of homework. but it all works. i'm content with last night...for the most part at least. just all these thoughts running through my mind...
like girls. i keep losing focus on the one that i've been striving for. for the past week it's been confusion. at one point, it seems the right thing to ask her, but then at other moments i think that maybe someone else is who i should be with. i dunno...it's all complicated. it's like freshman year all over again. seriously, this is fucked. it started out with one girl whom i thought i had missed my chance with, and then my mind became obstructed when i began becoming closer to someone else. and since that day...i think it was tuesday...i've had these constant struggles in my mind every once in a while and i can never make up my mind...i sound like a woman again...
it seems like today would be the day to write songs. i think i will spend some time doing so...
Dec. 13th, 2003 @ 12:04 pm
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alright...so here is the new journal...and it's pretty kick ass . i hope some people read this...since no one reads the other one.
Dec. 12th, 2003 @ 11:19 am
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